Appeasing Day

Maybe I would probably change my statement. Sleeping in hospital was not that bad. really. I slept there last night to take care of my dad and it was all great. I just needed more time to sleep. I occasionally sleep these days. And I got 50thousand for sitting my dad. yay.
Nonetheless, I didn't take a nap this afternoon because I have 3pm schedule-additional class.
hmm. It was still a great day though.

I went to school way earlier this morning because I woke earlier too. I woke at 5.30am and left the hospital by 6am. I enjoyed the morning breeze instead of shivered. I took a bath then and prepared. I left the house wif my motorcycle (I took my motorcycle from hospital, not gonna take another risk. lol).

I brought stupid piles of papers. Papers from the previous try out, school wanted us to have our own copy because school was so stingy. It costs very expensive you knooow! 100thousand rupiah for twenty five copies, and we had scarcity of fund-there was only 33thousand rupiahs left in the wallet. How could this be...
I used my money first. They have to collect funds to replace my 100thousand.

The first subject was english. Crap, I got 8. I don't know why, I never got 9 in my english test. Never!
Maybe I'd like to have speaking test rather than reading and so on. Deciding the explicits and implicits. I hate that.
Thus, it made me upset. But it's ok, at least I don't have to do additional assignment. Dea does. lol.

Then physics, then math. About math, I thought I could finish the half, but not all of them were correct.
And I had math, again, in my additional class.
After school, Me, dea, usi, ea and ucha went to buy mpek mpek rosa. Dea gave me loan. hehe. She didn't know I had enough money to afford it. ^^
It was nice having it while talking about people. They're sooo, gossipers. How innocent I was, getting in the hole of these gossipers. Subhanallah.. haha. They even talked about my faults. Hey I am who I am, gurlz...
And it was raining, again. Bontang would never stop raining this month. That makes this small town is quite similar to Forks-fictional city where the Cullens live. I'm gonna be Jasper Hale then. *no against statements is allowed*

I came back home when it was still raining-a drizzle. I saw my aunt's car, I guessed she's in the house. Not a big deal, she's not a menace to me. hehe
We talked for several minutes, and again, I talked about my interests. Colleges, future, jobs, life, and so on.
To my surprise, she knows sort of abbrevations of University stuffs like PBS, PBUPD, utul, and so on. Things that my mother doesn't know, doesn't even want to know. Her children is still young-not any older than me, but she already knows everything. She admitted that she asked her friends. She left me some advices. Religiously and educationally. She said I need to get close to my creator. To her, it's impossible to reach a succeed without tawakkal to Allah. It's a worth advice after all.

My dad will be leaving soon tonight after his five hours-hemodialysis. yay him!

nooo,, i can't believe ♪

Ok here we go again.

Today should tend to be a good day. But it wasn't. Remembering it's the last day of third try out, it was really suppose to be a nice day.

hmm here where the story begins.
My dad was being hospitalized, and still is. Hmm, I went to hospital last monday, wif my motorcycle. But when I was heading home, it was raining very heavily. It was impossible for me to sweep over the rain, no. Besides I have important load-my mother. So I decided to go wif car. (like i said)
So I left my motorcycle at the hospital (it's been 3 days there, maybe it's sitting my dad right now).
And then, I still have to go to school as regular as usual. Ok the first day I was riding car because it was raining badly, then the second, I didn't want to.

"For several reasons" :
1st. The gasoline is going to run out.
2nd. It is a waste if I had to go alone, minimally one passenger.

So i'm figuring this thing out. I found a solution-to have a ride with my friend. I contacted him soon after that. I was giving a question, the Y/N. He gave Y. I took that as a yes.

So, in the dawn, I woke up way earlier than I did usually, in case I need to catch up with him. I took a bath. and so on. Then I waited for a while. I was worried, that till 15 mins to 7, he hadn't showed up. And I was positive he wouldn't come when I checked my watch, it's five mins to 7. How could be? I took the key and roared the engine. I drifted to school. I think he was going to be late-he always was. Or else he forgot. I was a bit upset. I murmured on my way to class. To my surprise, he was already in the class. In a blink of an eye, I turned... I don't know. Should I be mad, or what. I don't have rights. How could he say Y but he didn't make it real. what the.. I still can't demand what reason was! hahaha

"here's the defendant"

Dea caught up wif me this afternoon. We went to restaurant for lunch. It was our favorit meal-traditional fried chicken called 'Ayam Kremez'. It was satisfying, with ten thousand we can get a piece of chicken meat, one portion of rice, two fried eggplants, two pieces fried tempe, vegetables like cucumber,cabbage etc, and a sambal. Plus, a drink whether ice tea or orange squash.

While having it, we talked about our interests in future. I told her about my aim to work internationally. She told me her dreams too. She wants to be a doctor. Or else she wants to be the wife of doctor. lol. She won't find any doctor fellas in ITS-her second choice.

Then we bought pop ice.

haigoo~

1,2,3,4,5. yep, it's been 5 months i haven't posted anything here.
A.. I don't know. Maybe i have been a little busy, or maybe got affected by the most-common disease-lazy.
There are absolutely a lot of things that have done in a range of July to January. And of course I cannot give you details.

How's my daily life recently? Hmm. busy!
Utterly busy...
hey, now i'm on the senior year. It means, less than 3 months I will be leaving Bontang. Where? That's what i'm figuring out now. I'd like to go to Management School of ITB, but I don't know why, i'm in a terrible dilemma now. I was considering that this faculty I will choose is the one thing I wanted all this time. I was considering about better prospect- it means I should be successful in the future.
Don't you ask me why I suddenly put myself into Business stuff. The answer is, my dad. He prompted me to go to SBM. And I even more like his idea since I want to work internationally.
And I think this faculty will bring me those chances. Thus I think it's not so bad if I decide to be take SBM.

Senior year is mostly related to National Examination. Yep, my school had started all of the preparation, like TRY OUTS for instance. We've done two Try Outs so far, and continuing the third this week.
This try out is different from the other two. The try out is held throughout the province- east Kalimantan. Government tries to make a simulation of a real UN. Well, I hope that really works.
And the difficulty is a little more enhanced than that of the previous. I don't even know what 'Condolences' is. ahh too bad.. I was very, very sleepy this morning. When I was completing english test.. I didn't sleep well last night. Sleeping in hospital was not as cozy as sleeping at home. My dad was being hospitalized. Then I left the hospital by 5.30 am. It was raining harshly. Thunderstorm. I cannot see the way inside the car. I set the wipers at the maximum speed but it was still not enough to clean my sight.

About math test... For the god's sake I hate Calculus' Limit. They blinded me!
I only finished 25 problems, and for now.. I don't care.
I only care about tomorrow. I cannot wait for the super combination of physics and chemistry.

I want to skip this phase. All I want to do now is to get into the University I want without being dilemma. And soon after that, I could have a vacation.

The End of The Struggle

The day had finally come. My sister’s wedding. She was officially married to a man named Ibin. I know she had been waiting these all since two years ago. And she finally got it right.

July 5th in the morning, everyone woke up and got prepared. Make ups, dresses, coat, tuxedo, batique, and so on. I was wearing tuxedo, it is really formal. But I kinda loved it. I look gorgeous. Haha


Then I picked my friends up who were going to be giving the souvenirs to the guests. After I picked the rest of them, I brought them to my house. They had had make up and pink dresses. They look so, not the real them. I couldn’t even recognize their face, especially dea’s. She looks weird with the thick make up. And they had an eye lashes extension.

Then we went to Koprasi earlier, I shouldn’t have joined the parade from my house to Koprasi, accompanied with 30 harleys. But my brother insisted me to bring my friends to koprasi as soon as possible. He said I was so late. He kinda lied. Uhh, I regret. So I don’t have the pictures of the parade.



The bride and groom came, with the saloon car that lent by my neighbor. She wore green dress and it is really gorgeous. So sparkling… and she looked like evil mythical creature in Jogjakarta, Queen of the south beach.

And guest may enjoy the food while Mr. Hakim was being the master of ceremony. He babbled a lot, about the romance between my sister and my brother in law.
Blablabla… while the Nasyid people were singing religious songs.

The meals were Siomay, Tahu campur, Martabak, Gulai, Satay and so on. But I didn’t eat all of them. I just ate siomay. Satisfying enough… I was having a bit disappointment that not the entire invited people were coming to the wedding. The souvenirs left are still piling up. And so are the meals. The meals were sent to my house. We got no idea what should we do with the piling foods, then my aunt suggested to give them to local orphanage. Seems a good idea… And now they’re preparing to go to orphanage.

When the sun was at its’ top of the heat, we came home. It was really hot. I felt exhaustion. And I slept, event though it’s really hot in my room. I woke at six, then I bought Cwi Mie. And finally recognized that it’s all done…

EXTRAthis is the 4 pink girls with the groom and bride

this is me and my entire friends with the newlywed

and they took some shots at the outside, without me...

they're my sister's friends

I don't know the english for Akad nikah.

Machi Style

Machi is a hunterxhunter character. I adore her most of the time. And since I'm addicted to hunterxhunter, I downloaded all of its' episodes. Even the original animation video. they're so great. It makes me to imagine all the time. I like Machi, Shizuku, and Pakunoda. The only girl characters and came from phantom troupe (genei ryodan). It's great, isn't it?

I stole a picture of the entire Phantom Troupe members from internet. Then I was wondering about their ability, but what I found was the rank of their physical ability. But it doesn't mention about Chrollo (kuroro) and Hisoka. So I don't know anything about them both.


So, as I adore Machi, I draw something that quite similar. Not quite, but actually stole 70% of her style. Here it is...So, as I downloaded the whole episodes, I finally know how the ending is. And it's such a total disappointment. Like when pakunoda dies for disobeying kurapica after shoots 6 spiders with memory bullets. But she dies gracefully and I love the way she dies.

SUPER EXAGGERATING

I purchased two drawing pens. and they're great. but my drawings still are not good yet. i still have to improve it...

See? how NORAK they are?
i just couldn't combine them nicely.

Awkward Day

It’s been a while, I didn’t write anything at my blog.*oh my god, same sentence like the written one previously*
Yeah. Since I was improving my vocabularies, I was just a little bit confused. But I have to face it. I have to straightening my English. Haha
Despite all of my English problems, I had gorgeous days. But not so gorgeous, still I hadn’t any vacation or fun stuff. Stuck at home but I think it was pretty relaxing. And father to son relation is just getting close. I don’t really want that. Yeah since I became my dad’s personal driver, I drive him anywhere he would go. *I don’t want to talk about my dad. Pretty haphazard I think…

So, the awkward began from tonight. I know my sister is getting married, but is it really necessary for her to stay at home as always? No I think.
My dad asked me and mother to go out. But why am I supposed to be the driver?
First destination was BERBAS. Oh god, can you believe how crowded and how unexpectedly conceived it was? The street was really crowded, I was a little scared. But I could get rid of it. I was triggered to drive in small crowded street. And I made it.
In Berbas, my mother bought earrings for my sister. Golden earrings… Oh, it was damn expensive. Her wedding is such a huge waste of money. Then three of us went to stationary shop. I bought drawing pens. One is 0.2 and the other is 0.1. I couldn’t believe it that I found it in a small street-side shop.

Next destination was Ramayana. I am wearing Tuxedo at my sister wedding. Since I have no any white shirt, I was coerced into a purchasing of white shirt and leather shoes. They were pretty expensive for wasting 5 piece of red money.
When I was in socks court, the employee asked me a lot about Band stuff. She asked me am I a personnel of one band, do I play bass, stuff like that. That’s really weird, obviously… Haha. I don’t play music, at all. I can’t even sing. Hahaha.
Oh my god, do I look like those vandals who grouped in music band…?? I am not punk.


Then, we were leading for home. But we were starving, so we stopped at a small restaurant in street side. They sell nasi kucing. Ah, I love the puyuh egg. Since I have ever been gone to the similar restaurant with my friends, it means I have to pay them by myself. But this time, I was with parents. I can eat those eggs all I ever wanted. Ah, it was fully satisfying. Oh no! It was NOT…!
Only when my dad asked the seller to warm them up... Yes it seemed good idea. But guess, the seller was warming them on burning charcoal. It was good looking from the distance, but when I stared them carefully, they were covered with dusts of charcoal. EW… I just ate them blindfolded.

We finally made it up. We homed safely.

I was thinking that I was becoming single child. Single child identically seen as spoiled child. I don’t want to take that predicate.