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Argh... I'm dying to find other activities to get rid this boredom. We watched night at the museum 2 in dio's house. It was interesting, watching it while eating Lay’s seaweed. I am mesmerized by its’ commercial. Argh, it really works to me. I buy Lay’s everyday. I crave all about it. Damn Jullie Estelle…

Because of GDT chattered all about BBF, I started to be interested with the drama. I tried to watch it, and it’s cool… Innocent Jandi is very funny and ridiculous. And Jun Pyo is really damn rich. His life is so good…

So, Monday to Tuesday, my routine activities are watch Hunter x Hunter at 10 pm, then watch Inayah right after Hunter x hunter ended at 10.30pm, and watch BBF at 11.30pm till 1 am. But when Wednesday comes, there is a change, no more BBF so I watch what worth to watch.

OK, my sister’s wedding is coming. She’s been wanting it since many months ago. The date is July the fifth. I can’t wait too. I can’t wait me to be busier than these weeks. And I’m gonna wear something like Tuxedo.
And my fellows, they’re gonna be in PINK. 4 of them that I picked are Eno, Ea, Lita, and Dea. They’re mostly hate pink, but I insist them to be in pink only for few hours. And make up! I cannot imagine how they look.

About 9 days remaining.

I got nothing more to say. And I think my combination of words is ruining! I am a bit confused this time. I need to improve my English, again. And always…

XOXO

Oh noo.. my internet connection goes to TIME BASE from volume base. noo~
i will be occasionally go online right after next month. But look at the bright side, it's less expensive.

Yesterday, right when i was going to draw, my dad called my name. But guess what he wanted me to do, wash my motor. Not only my motor, but also the car. Oh man! I know my motorcycle was really dusty since i used it to Sangatta, but why should I wash the car too? Not fair. I seldom use the car. And yeah, i got wound while drying my motor. And i hated washing motorcycle while having long nails.


Sweet! I can't stop sneezing.



Back to the land which I call, Imagine-Nation.
I created two characters yesterday.

Her name is Zinta. She's a beautiful angel. She fused her wings with the godly armor. She got it when she met Shiva, the legendary beautiful goddess. She helps meena most of the time. She helps chasing Ernintha that seems to run away when Meena comes close to her.
She has light property. With the light, that contained in most of area, she creates Halo rings and use them to attack enemies. She also flies.
This icy girl named Yola. She is Latika's younger sister. She has Ice property too. Also lightning property that she got from his dad, Thor. Unlike Latika, she's terrific at melee combat. So she uses ice and lightning to support her damage that she inflicts with hands and feet. She's light and skinny those make her able to move quickly. But her intelligence skills are terrific too... She's good at both side. Unfortunately, she seems to help her sister ruling the world. But she's more focusing on the mission, she ignores Meena's interruption.

Holy Saint

Seeing as how terrible the disaster that latika made, God sent two holy saint to protect earth. But those saints don't seem to be in Meena's side. They're not helping meena at all. They don't care about Meena's business at all. They just do what they have been commanded for.

Kenel, she's a saint dragon knight(adapted from dragon knight in warcraft), she has a fire slash. With a short and ordinary sword, she becomes one of the greatest knights. She has a skill to transform her body into a giant firey dragon.

Ayala is an assassin with double swords. She has amazing slashes, also her blade dancing is totally deadly. Her cape shaped precisely like wings. this shape makes her able to fly. her ability to fly supports her with the blade dances in combat.

My Favorit

Though not so good, but i like it mostlyNamed Ernintha. She used to be an angel. Till her wings had temporarily removed because of her sins.
She doesn't have a skill in combat, she uses her wand mostly. And lights as her main source of enermous power. She heals, cures, and even revives dead men that used to live long ago... She's mikhail's most trusted angel.

Imagine Nation

First of all, i am so sorry if my drawings are not that good. but i'm trying to build my confidence.
Yeah, since i don't have anything to do this suck holiday, i can only draw characters right before i sleep every night.

I make a story in my mind, but i'm not so serious in this, just to spend my time during holiday.

Once upon a time, at a medieval in asia continental, daughter of thunder god, who was a half-blooded-human had turned to a wise woman. Her name is Latika. She had an ambition to rule the world, so she commanded all her dad's minions to relief her mission. She became the protagonist one.
Accompanied by two skilled girls named Noah and Shila.



As an evil mastermind, Latika had gifted with fabulous skills. And so had her bodyguards which had them in honor chosen by Latika to be her best minions.

Latika had icy skills. Hail, Snowstorm, Ice beam, Ice ray, and so on. She had no combat skill, she mostly used her intelligence.

Noah had a super agility skills. She dances and quickly moves to attack targets. this character adopted from Ty lee(avatar). She had possibility to avoid everything, even a gunshot. She has pink aura throughout her body which able to double the damage she inflicts. She has lace to whip and wrap enemies.

Shila has a gifted sword. She has ability in combat using her tormented sword. She has dark property, also dark aura. She is a half devil, her aerodinamyc wings make her to be able to fly in high speed.
Within her sword, she can deal a great damage on the ground surface.


Actually, Noah is Meena elder sister. Noah was kidnapped by Latika's minions. Because Latika saw an enermous ability that Noah had.
Meena wanted her sister back, so she fought against Latika. She didn't know who is she heading.

Meena mostly has a combat skill just like Noah. She has a furious agility, but not as fast as her elder. And she has blue colored aura which double the speed she uses.
Also, Meena has a ruby-throwing skill. (adapted from Fate stay night)
With those rubies, she manipulates them into three elements. Ice, Fire, and Wind. But the rubies are limited. She cannot just waste them.

Meena was fighting all alone, till she met incredible friends. Mulan and Millicent.

Mulan uses her hammer in combat. The hammer was used by thor, a thunder god. She has a lightning slash with her hammer. Also, she uses chains through her sleeves. She has an ability to create metal weapons, and throw them away as an offensive skill, just like ten-ten.

Millicent, has an ability to control water. She freezes water and eventually she can turn her body into water substances and becomes just like water card in cardcaptor sakura.


While chasing Latika, they had to fight against Latika's minions. Latika paid for an expert muinion.

MAXX is a shadow assassin. She uses one dagger in combat. The dagger slashes a lightning in the atmospheres. She's a deadly furious assassin with the high aim.





Raze is a fake angel. She has bad thoughts inside her brain. Her property is wind. She has transparent wings that make her able to fly. One of her power is wind slash. The high speed wind that slash everything it passes.
And plasma ball that cuts every energy like fire, water gun, beams, and even melts the ice.







Erika is a greek gladiator. She's terrific at a combat fighting. She only uses a schmitter but it incredibly deals a great damage. Behind her skinny gentle body, there's an enermous power and ego hidden, but under control. Her property is holy.

Bored to Death

I woke up at Saturday morning, it was 9 am. The power was OFF. It was so dark, and hot.

So by that time, I went to salon, just in case my sister insisted to go to salon to try the make up for her wedding moment. No need to bathe, we left house by car. After dropped my sister down, I went to TELKOM, to pay my Internet bill (I told you it was damn expensive!).
It’s all clear! I can be relieved now. Hahaha.

Then I went home, I saw the traffic light was still off, I could tell that the city power was still off. And I was Mr. RIGHT. It was dark and HOT at my house. My sister wanted to be picked up by an hour thereafter. It felt so long, so I texted Enno to pick me. Then we left for RAMAYANA. We played dance, and it was interesting. I sweated a lot. Then we have a drink in KFC but I still felt so damn thirsty!

I went home, and still, the power was OFF. And oh,, I forgot to pick up my sister. So I took the key and left the home as fast as I could. Thank godness she didn’t mind about it.

Not so long afterwards, the power went ON. Ohh finally…
So by 2 pm, as I announced my friends, they came to my house to finish the Souvenirs and Invitation cards. Usually they want a pop-ice each person as a reward. But I forgot to give them what they want…hahahaha.
But the job had a work-jam, the gratitude card had ran out. We need exactly 200 pieces more.
So we were kinda jobless, so we turned on the TV. We watched “Take Me Out”, it was interesting because the first man was totally charming and the rest weren’t so good enough. Kinda not-so-good-looking rich-men… But there’s a rich oldman, not so old actually, he’s just 39 and he’s a widower. He got few children and he loves his children so much. He got one to be dating woman.
The show wasn’t a good enough show I think, but it’s entertaining. Can’t wait to see next episodes…

At night, we went to final basketball championship playing PKT versus LNG. I didn’t pay much attention because I think I went sleepy. And my head felt a terrible itching…ARGH, I know I haven’t shampoo my hair since last morning, but I never thought it would result this horrible itches. I think I’m gonna shampoo my hair tomorrow, I just can’t help.
WE HAVE NOTHING TO DO. But maybe tomorrow I will have a jog with fellows. Sweet… I’m taking my bed now… see ya!

Ah... one more, I'll promise to upload the pictures from Sangata right after i already get them from nael's cellphone. ahh.. he took all the sprites... and the pocary too! T_T

PS: I’ma ran out of prepaid-credits. So I might not reply your messages. Will someone pay for mehh…?

City Of Dust

Tuesday June 16th 8pm, when I was in nael’s house, he invited me to have a vacation in a different way. Ok, I agreed with his idea.

So by the Thursday, Nael, Enno and I went to the north, to a city located 65 kilometers far from our hometown. Named Sangatta, or Sengatta (but it rather be Sengatta). I understand now why is it named so, because the town is outrageously HOT. And full of dust.

Arlin and Dio were about going to join with us, but they had a cancellation!
Arlin doesn’t have permission from her father, whereas Dio had to be in his house because no one was there.

No matter what happened, three of us were still insist to go. By 10 am, when the sun started to being hot, we left the town through Lhoktuan(sman3). There were two ways to Sengatta, another way is the further road he said. I thought it was going to be quick to get there. But it wasn’t that quick. It took about 2 hours with average speed at 65 KPH. It would have been faster, IF the road is well-constructed. Ugh, the road is such a meteor-field! Like that was used to be a battlefield whereupon the meteor was rapidly hitting the aforementioned road.

It’s a total damaged road! The local government should have been re-maintained the road. What? they don’t have enough charges?

Ugh, I was riding my CS and enno was with me at first. The road was not only damaged, but also was so dusty. Sands, pebbles, damaged asphalts are everywhere! It was hard to pass through that way, so that we could never be SLOWER. Whenever there’s a better way, we exceeded the speed limits. But not that long, the damaged road would surely be appeared soon after that, and we decreased our speed.

We were hoping to get there in another minute, but it wasn’t that quick. It took exactly two hours, because when I get there I checked out the time and it was 12 pm!

Ok, we had arrived. Sweet Niblet! We went directly to Dofiel’s house. We greeted by a can of sprite. But I didn’t drink that, because it was too chilled. So I kept it at nael’s bag. Dofiel brought us to the good looking place. First we went to a gas station, and then went to KPC area. The town doesn’t have many differences with Bontang, only three things should be noticed.

1. The town was full of dust (we eventually knew where those dusts come from)
2. Heavy trucks are everywhere (we eventually knew what they for)
3. The town was awefully HOT (it was right what Japanese Sensei told to us Sangatta wa atsui machi)

In a KPC area, the road was terrific. A lot better than the road we had at the way Bontang-Sangatta! It is well-asphalted. And we absolutely exceeded the speed limit. No worry, it is totally legal, even we MUST. There’s a sign like this in the road

“what is this place??? this place is so weird!”

And still, the heavy trucks dominate the road. Dofiel said, they transport coal from the coal mining to,,, maybe the factory. The housing in there is totally awesome. So green and well-organized!
We arrived at the aquatic beach. It was good, natural, and probably clean. We spent one hour in there. And we can see a scenery of mangroves, and a conveyor. a very LONG conveyor, which transport coal from factory to the ship to be ready for shipping... If you want to swim, please see the warning sign of crocodiles, jellyfish, pari fish, and poisonus fish which i don't know their name exactly.

Then we went to the PIT J, where you can see the coal mining drilling a huge hole. They make an excellent giant bowl with the black pattern. We saw tiny trucks, but dofiel said, it was 13 meters high. He even said that the tire’s thickness is wider than a saloon car in length.


It was good panorama after all.

We were starving, we went to padang restaurant then. We ate and it was all on dofiel. Thanks for him. The city is totally dusty! We can even hear a symphony of dust in the surface of a glass covered table. It makes painful sound. like "ngiiikkkk...krieeekk..or something"

Enno said she had to be home this dusk, even before the darkness fall. So at 3.30 pm, we went home. Oh my god, do we have to? Again????! No choice… enno was leaving within nael. And I realized that passing road with pebbles without any burden is more horrible. But it’s ok, I played the brake and clutch. I was even not sure that I could be home safely.

After one hours and 40 minutes, the Lhoktuan sign appeared. “ahh, good to be home…good to be home before evening…”
I arrived at home. My jacket was full of dust. I took a bath then, and I really be grateful that I safely got home. Yes remembering that the road was awefully damaged… and my fingers feel a pain. Too much braking and clutching!

AHH, not again! (at least for this time XD)

"oh i forgot my sprite! i left it at nael's bag. awts!!!!"

NB: KPC stand for Kaltim Prima Coal

LALALA ♫

I was staring at my blog when the phone rang. My sister picked it up, I didn’t eardrop at all because the music was out of loud. So my sister ran along and shouted at me “San! Internetnya sembilan ratus ribu!”. Oh my god, I was shocked and kept in silence. I kept my pointer freezing at a spot.
We kept staring each other. Blaming one to another. NOT GOOD! I felt really guilty. And either did she. I had no choice but breaking my piggy banks. Oh I’ve been saving coins since last year…
Then I started to count them with my sister, while watching gossip of cici paramida, and we’ve gotten two hundred and thirty thousand Rupiah. So far so good, she promises she will help with some of her saving. Good then.
So, apparently what we all have to do is just kept this as a secret between me and her. Don’t let my big brother knows about it. He won’t just shoot us, he will skin us alive! He had already warned me to change my internet connection last month, but I kinda ignored it. Shit… I am so damned!


Back to reality, me and my friends, which we’re all in the same boat (stuck at Bontang all along this holiday), went to nael’s house which is probably new. We shared each other. Especially GDT, she told us many stories about her ridiculous and hilarious experiences. We laughed a lot. And absolutely about the weird EA! We’re all agreed that she’s funny and absolutely crank. Totally! How come she becomes such as haphazard girl.
But that’s her, another special side of her (please tell me I’m not giving ‘er compliment).

Songs Of Sorrow

Huaa~ Holiday! No working-out, eating all the time, not doing anything, no bathing (i know some people will be shouting "gross! iyuhh~")whatever… resulting an acne and weight gain. Oh please don’t tell me.
Yeah, since it’s a day-off, I don’t do much thing. Yeah maybe I need a work-out. Maybe a jog, or a dance play, anything which will sweat me a lot. I am afraid of being FAT. But my friends seem to be non-believer that I could be fatter than I am now.

This is the SUCKEST holiday I’ve ever had. No friends, no money, busy with my sister’s wedding stuffs, missing someone, keep singing to that person, keep being emo, texting with the same person everyday(no offense), could I be more insane than this? I AM ABSOLUTELY GOING OUTTA MY MIND. Please entertain me fellas. Where are you guys?

About missing someone and singing slow songs, I’d prefer listen to the old songs which really hurt me every time I hear their delicate voice. They’re songs which really fit to my feeling these days. Let me check out my playlist first, see what we have here…

First: Leona Lewis – Bleeding Love. Oh my god, leona’s voice is absolutely terrific. She got me flying when I wear my headset and listen to hers.
I first heard this song when I went vacation to Surabaya exactly last year. And I really want to go to Surabaya again this time, but it seems impossible. I told you about the aforementioned excuses(why I couldn’t have a trip to Surabaya, please check former posts).
So this song, in addition to remind me of Surabaya, this song describes what I feel right now.

Part of this song that I like:

“…I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you…
…I keep bleeding, keep bleeding, keep bleeding love…
…I’ll be wearing these scars for everyone to see…”

Next Song: Blink 182 – I miss you. Oh it has been so long time this song hasn’t been played. When I heard it again, it is totally awesome!
Which thing really describes my feeling:

“…where are you? And I’m so sorry, I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always…
…don’t waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head… I miss you…”

Another song : Miley Cyrus – I miss you. Actually, this song describes about the little Smiley who misses her grandparent (who has passed away). But I’m not missing my grandparents right now, I am missing someone. I just take one part of this song, which you can take from its title. Haha…

“…I miss you, I miss your smile… and I still shed a tear, every once in a while…”.

But the underlined(no underline! should have known... so I changed it to the Bold) sentence is too much exaggerating I think. I am not that sorrow!

Song of Avril Lavigne – When you’re gone.
To the point, I take some part which are:

“…And the days feel like years when I’m alone…
…I’ve never felt this way before. Everything that I do, reminds me of you…and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor. And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do…”

Actually I don’t really like LP, beside I had told my friends that I won’t like LP, but there’s no harm to like one of their song, titled where’d you go. Furthermore, “where’d you go” was sung by only one of LP’s member, so they’re not completely an LP… me thinks.
Waa I just read the lyric (sorry, it’s a rap song. I couldn’t listen to it and write up here, so I kinda copied it ^^) and it’s really so MY FAMILY.

“I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,?"

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...”

I won’t describe anything… See me soon if you wonder.

AAIIGHT...

OH MY GOD.
God tell me I’m not having these all. And yeah I think I’m losing my skill! It’s just getting hard for me to combine words while I am not using English for few days. Oh, is it all because the TOEFL lesson I had last week?? I hope not!
Now I cannot differ how am I suppose to use adjectives, nouns, and verbs. It complicates me though. In spite I realized that I’m losing part of my skills, I am not gonna give up, yet! First of all, I think I should forget those TOEFL skills for a while, forgetting the official rules of grammar might ease me. I have to learn more and more. I should be more working hard… Cheer for me!

OK, although school has already ended up (for a month), but I think I miss the school time. I can’t wait until the school starts next month. Wherefore most of my fellows have gone with their vacation. Hope they’ll be back soon.

"Next month… Oh it’s gonna be so LONG"

I wish my friends are here, and of course they’re having great experiences overseas. I really want a vacation this time. But in fact, my dad doesn’t let me leave for the vacation I want. Instead my sister’s wedding is coming this July 5th, the economic of family is going down. I think we’re about going to be broke. I never expected this to be happened.


I don’t think I have something to share with y’all guys, because my life is being monotone. I do the same thing day by day.
But maybe NOT this weekend!! My uncle offered me to have a job in his Café as a waiter. Yes, he opens a summer vacancy for me… oh this is good idea I think. I should be leaving this Friday, maybe by bus and take 5 hours trip. I forget to tell you that the Café located hundred kilometers far from my town. It is in Balikpapan. I hope I’ll get a plane ticket so that I don’t have to have 5 hours long road-trip and take a better trip with plane within 35 minutes.
The Café that he told me is some kind of coffee Café, he made his own brand name: d’allium. It is located in Carribian Waterpark in Balikpapan. I’ve been there, it was all around great. You should try some menus and the smoothies, they’re good. And the teppanyaki tastes really good. And FYI, I’m not doing promoting-stuff or something, I’m just telling you the truth. But it’s a bit costly for a student class. Don’t forget to bring your number one money source: PARENTS.

Uh…This thing drive me to be more hungry.

Sorry sorry sorry XD

Pardon me. It was almost like two weeks I didn’t make any story about my recent activities. Because actually I had nothing to tell you guys. I keep most of them to myself, because it contains a bit privacy of my. Also, because I have TOEFL class these two weeks.

“Oh my god. Two weeks in this place and I’m going outta my mind”.

That TOEFL lesson just drove me crazy. It’s like friggin’ hard to compose words and combine them in sentences.

So, latest activity I had was seeing my dad at hospital. Yes, he has to be in hospital for about 5 days, starting today. Inasmuch he got another heart attack when he was having hemodialisys this morning. But this time’s heart attack is not really terrible, so we don’t have to worry much about it. He has to be in ICCU room for about two days. Then the rest 3 days will be spent in a common treatment room. I hope he’ll be OK by then.
I might be often at the hospital this week.

This night, my family and I came to visit him. It was me, my sister, my brother, and my mom. My brother drove the car. Since ICCU room allows two persons only, we had a shifted visiting. It was my mom and my older brother came to see my dad first, then my brother came out so that my sister gone to the room where my dad lied down. And oh my god, my brother gave me a serious talk about my future. He told me how to chase my dreams and which major will be much fit to my personality. Yeah it was great. I liked it, though he has usually been sucks when he talks to me, but not at this time speech.
Then my sister came out, it was my turn to see my dad. I went in and had common talks. Wasn’t too important to discuss…
I didn’t talk much. I only ate his meal because it was really looked nice, though it was only an egg and an apple. Just because I was starving, I ate them all.
Good then my dad understood about my terrible-hungry, he asked me to buy a siomay for him, also for me.
Then we three, which are my sister my brother and me, went to koprasi and bought siomay for two also some breads to have anytime my dad is hungry.

I’ve never been so interest when I talk to my siblings, yes we usually talk about serious problems (not usually actually, we can say it like EVERYTIME) but this evening we talked about little-unimportant stuffs, just like and ordinary siblinghood-which I really expect all this time. I wish I can have it every time, in spite we always have a serious problems which need to be solved afterwards. But I wish there will be no more serious problems in my life.