The End of The Struggle

The day had finally come. My sister’s wedding. She was officially married to a man named Ibin. I know she had been waiting these all since two years ago. And she finally got it right.

July 5th in the morning, everyone woke up and got prepared. Make ups, dresses, coat, tuxedo, batique, and so on. I was wearing tuxedo, it is really formal. But I kinda loved it. I look gorgeous. Haha


Then I picked my friends up who were going to be giving the souvenirs to the guests. After I picked the rest of them, I brought them to my house. They had had make up and pink dresses. They look so, not the real them. I couldn’t even recognize their face, especially dea’s. She looks weird with the thick make up. And they had an eye lashes extension.

Then we went to Koprasi earlier, I shouldn’t have joined the parade from my house to Koprasi, accompanied with 30 harleys. But my brother insisted me to bring my friends to koprasi as soon as possible. He said I was so late. He kinda lied. Uhh, I regret. So I don’t have the pictures of the parade.



The bride and groom came, with the saloon car that lent by my neighbor. She wore green dress and it is really gorgeous. So sparkling… and she looked like evil mythical creature in Jogjakarta, Queen of the south beach.

And guest may enjoy the food while Mr. Hakim was being the master of ceremony. He babbled a lot, about the romance between my sister and my brother in law.
Blablabla… while the Nasyid people were singing religious songs.

The meals were Siomay, Tahu campur, Martabak, Gulai, Satay and so on. But I didn’t eat all of them. I just ate siomay. Satisfying enough… I was having a bit disappointment that not the entire invited people were coming to the wedding. The souvenirs left are still piling up. And so are the meals. The meals were sent to my house. We got no idea what should we do with the piling foods, then my aunt suggested to give them to local orphanage. Seems a good idea… And now they’re preparing to go to orphanage.

When the sun was at its’ top of the heat, we came home. It was really hot. I felt exhaustion. And I slept, event though it’s really hot in my room. I woke at six, then I bought Cwi Mie. And finally recognized that it’s all done…

EXTRAthis is the 4 pink girls with the groom and bride

this is me and my entire friends with the newlywed

and they took some shots at the outside, without me...

they're my sister's friends

I don't know the english for Akad nikah.

Machi Style

Machi is a hunterxhunter character. I adore her most of the time. And since I'm addicted to hunterxhunter, I downloaded all of its' episodes. Even the original animation video. they're so great. It makes me to imagine all the time. I like Machi, Shizuku, and Pakunoda. The only girl characters and came from phantom troupe (genei ryodan). It's great, isn't it?

I stole a picture of the entire Phantom Troupe members from internet. Then I was wondering about their ability, but what I found was the rank of their physical ability. But it doesn't mention about Chrollo (kuroro) and Hisoka. So I don't know anything about them both.


So, as I adore Machi, I draw something that quite similar. Not quite, but actually stole 70% of her style. Here it is...So, as I downloaded the whole episodes, I finally know how the ending is. And it's such a total disappointment. Like when pakunoda dies for disobeying kurapica after shoots 6 spiders with memory bullets. But she dies gracefully and I love the way she dies.

SUPER EXAGGERATING

I purchased two drawing pens. and they're great. but my drawings still are not good yet. i still have to improve it...

See? how NORAK they are?
i just couldn't combine them nicely.

Awkward Day

It’s been a while, I didn’t write anything at my blog.*oh my god, same sentence like the written one previously*
Yeah. Since I was improving my vocabularies, I was just a little bit confused. But I have to face it. I have to straightening my English. Haha
Despite all of my English problems, I had gorgeous days. But not so gorgeous, still I hadn’t any vacation or fun stuff. Stuck at home but I think it was pretty relaxing. And father to son relation is just getting close. I don’t really want that. Yeah since I became my dad’s personal driver, I drive him anywhere he would go. *I don’t want to talk about my dad. Pretty haphazard I think…

So, the awkward began from tonight. I know my sister is getting married, but is it really necessary for her to stay at home as always? No I think.
My dad asked me and mother to go out. But why am I supposed to be the driver?
First destination was BERBAS. Oh god, can you believe how crowded and how unexpectedly conceived it was? The street was really crowded, I was a little scared. But I could get rid of it. I was triggered to drive in small crowded street. And I made it.
In Berbas, my mother bought earrings for my sister. Golden earrings… Oh, it was damn expensive. Her wedding is such a huge waste of money. Then three of us went to stationary shop. I bought drawing pens. One is 0.2 and the other is 0.1. I couldn’t believe it that I found it in a small street-side shop.

Next destination was Ramayana. I am wearing Tuxedo at my sister wedding. Since I have no any white shirt, I was coerced into a purchasing of white shirt and leather shoes. They were pretty expensive for wasting 5 piece of red money.
When I was in socks court, the employee asked me a lot about Band stuff. She asked me am I a personnel of one band, do I play bass, stuff like that. That’s really weird, obviously… Haha. I don’t play music, at all. I can’t even sing. Hahaha.
Oh my god, do I look like those vandals who grouped in music band…?? I am not punk.


Then, we were leading for home. But we were starving, so we stopped at a small restaurant in street side. They sell nasi kucing. Ah, I love the puyuh egg. Since I have ever been gone to the similar restaurant with my friends, it means I have to pay them by myself. But this time, I was with parents. I can eat those eggs all I ever wanted. Ah, it was fully satisfying. Oh no! It was NOT…!
Only when my dad asked the seller to warm them up... Yes it seemed good idea. But guess, the seller was warming them on burning charcoal. It was good looking from the distance, but when I stared them carefully, they were covered with dusts of charcoal. EW… I just ate them blindfolded.

We finally made it up. We homed safely.

I was thinking that I was becoming single child. Single child identically seen as spoiled child. I don’t want to take that predicate.

Less than 2 weeks remaining

Argh... I'm dying to find other activities to get rid this boredom. We watched night at the museum 2 in dio's house. It was interesting, watching it while eating Lay’s seaweed. I am mesmerized by its’ commercial. Argh, it really works to me. I buy Lay’s everyday. I crave all about it. Damn Jullie Estelle…

Because of GDT chattered all about BBF, I started to be interested with the drama. I tried to watch it, and it’s cool… Innocent Jandi is very funny and ridiculous. And Jun Pyo is really damn rich. His life is so good…

So, Monday to Tuesday, my routine activities are watch Hunter x Hunter at 10 pm, then watch Inayah right after Hunter x hunter ended at 10.30pm, and watch BBF at 11.30pm till 1 am. But when Wednesday comes, there is a change, no more BBF so I watch what worth to watch.

OK, my sister’s wedding is coming. She’s been wanting it since many months ago. The date is July the fifth. I can’t wait too. I can’t wait me to be busier than these weeks. And I’m gonna wear something like Tuxedo.
And my fellows, they’re gonna be in PINK. 4 of them that I picked are Eno, Ea, Lita, and Dea. They’re mostly hate pink, but I insist them to be in pink only for few hours. And make up! I cannot imagine how they look.

About 9 days remaining.

I got nothing more to say. And I think my combination of words is ruining! I am a bit confused this time. I need to improve my English, again. And always…

XOXO

Oh noo.. my internet connection goes to TIME BASE from volume base. noo~
i will be occasionally go online right after next month. But look at the bright side, it's less expensive.

Yesterday, right when i was going to draw, my dad called my name. But guess what he wanted me to do, wash my motor. Not only my motor, but also the car. Oh man! I know my motorcycle was really dusty since i used it to Sangatta, but why should I wash the car too? Not fair. I seldom use the car. And yeah, i got wound while drying my motor. And i hated washing motorcycle while having long nails.


Sweet! I can't stop sneezing.



Back to the land which I call, Imagine-Nation.
I created two characters yesterday.

Her name is Zinta. She's a beautiful angel. She fused her wings with the godly armor. She got it when she met Shiva, the legendary beautiful goddess. She helps meena most of the time. She helps chasing Ernintha that seems to run away when Meena comes close to her.
She has light property. With the light, that contained in most of area, she creates Halo rings and use them to attack enemies. She also flies.
This icy girl named Yola. She is Latika's younger sister. She has Ice property too. Also lightning property that she got from his dad, Thor. Unlike Latika, she's terrific at melee combat. So she uses ice and lightning to support her damage that she inflicts with hands and feet. She's light and skinny those make her able to move quickly. But her intelligence skills are terrific too... She's good at both side. Unfortunately, she seems to help her sister ruling the world. But she's more focusing on the mission, she ignores Meena's interruption.

Holy Saint

Seeing as how terrible the disaster that latika made, God sent two holy saint to protect earth. But those saints don't seem to be in Meena's side. They're not helping meena at all. They don't care about Meena's business at all. They just do what they have been commanded for.

Kenel, she's a saint dragon knight(adapted from dragon knight in warcraft), she has a fire slash. With a short and ordinary sword, she becomes one of the greatest knights. She has a skill to transform her body into a giant firey dragon.

Ayala is an assassin with double swords. She has amazing slashes, also her blade dancing is totally deadly. Her cape shaped precisely like wings. this shape makes her able to fly. her ability to fly supports her with the blade dances in combat.

My Favorit

Though not so good, but i like it mostlyNamed Ernintha. She used to be an angel. Till her wings had temporarily removed because of her sins.
She doesn't have a skill in combat, she uses her wand mostly. And lights as her main source of enermous power. She heals, cures, and even revives dead men that used to live long ago... She's mikhail's most trusted angel.

Imagine Nation

First of all, i am so sorry if my drawings are not that good. but i'm trying to build my confidence.
Yeah, since i don't have anything to do this suck holiday, i can only draw characters right before i sleep every night.

I make a story in my mind, but i'm not so serious in this, just to spend my time during holiday.

Once upon a time, at a medieval in asia continental, daughter of thunder god, who was a half-blooded-human had turned to a wise woman. Her name is Latika. She had an ambition to rule the world, so she commanded all her dad's minions to relief her mission. She became the protagonist one.
Accompanied by two skilled girls named Noah and Shila.



As an evil mastermind, Latika had gifted with fabulous skills. And so had her bodyguards which had them in honor chosen by Latika to be her best minions.

Latika had icy skills. Hail, Snowstorm, Ice beam, Ice ray, and so on. She had no combat skill, she mostly used her intelligence.

Noah had a super agility skills. She dances and quickly moves to attack targets. this character adopted from Ty lee(avatar). She had possibility to avoid everything, even a gunshot. She has pink aura throughout her body which able to double the damage she inflicts. She has lace to whip and wrap enemies.

Shila has a gifted sword. She has ability in combat using her tormented sword. She has dark property, also dark aura. She is a half devil, her aerodinamyc wings make her to be able to fly in high speed.
Within her sword, she can deal a great damage on the ground surface.


Actually, Noah is Meena elder sister. Noah was kidnapped by Latika's minions. Because Latika saw an enermous ability that Noah had.
Meena wanted her sister back, so she fought against Latika. She didn't know who is she heading.

Meena mostly has a combat skill just like Noah. She has a furious agility, but not as fast as her elder. And she has blue colored aura which double the speed she uses.
Also, Meena has a ruby-throwing skill. (adapted from Fate stay night)
With those rubies, she manipulates them into three elements. Ice, Fire, and Wind. But the rubies are limited. She cannot just waste them.

Meena was fighting all alone, till she met incredible friends. Mulan and Millicent.

Mulan uses her hammer in combat. The hammer was used by thor, a thunder god. She has a lightning slash with her hammer. Also, she uses chains through her sleeves. She has an ability to create metal weapons, and throw them away as an offensive skill, just like ten-ten.

Millicent, has an ability to control water. She freezes water and eventually she can turn her body into water substances and becomes just like water card in cardcaptor sakura.


While chasing Latika, they had to fight against Latika's minions. Latika paid for an expert muinion.

MAXX is a shadow assassin. She uses one dagger in combat. The dagger slashes a lightning in the atmospheres. She's a deadly furious assassin with the high aim.





Raze is a fake angel. She has bad thoughts inside her brain. Her property is wind. She has transparent wings that make her able to fly. One of her power is wind slash. The high speed wind that slash everything it passes.
And plasma ball that cuts every energy like fire, water gun, beams, and even melts the ice.







Erika is a greek gladiator. She's terrific at a combat fighting. She only uses a schmitter but it incredibly deals a great damage. Behind her skinny gentle body, there's an enermous power and ego hidden, but under control. Her property is holy.

Bored to Death

I woke up at Saturday morning, it was 9 am. The power was OFF. It was so dark, and hot.

So by that time, I went to salon, just in case my sister insisted to go to salon to try the make up for her wedding moment. No need to bathe, we left house by car. After dropped my sister down, I went to TELKOM, to pay my Internet bill (I told you it was damn expensive!).
It’s all clear! I can be relieved now. Hahaha.

Then I went home, I saw the traffic light was still off, I could tell that the city power was still off. And I was Mr. RIGHT. It was dark and HOT at my house. My sister wanted to be picked up by an hour thereafter. It felt so long, so I texted Enno to pick me. Then we left for RAMAYANA. We played dance, and it was interesting. I sweated a lot. Then we have a drink in KFC but I still felt so damn thirsty!

I went home, and still, the power was OFF. And oh,, I forgot to pick up my sister. So I took the key and left the home as fast as I could. Thank godness she didn’t mind about it.

Not so long afterwards, the power went ON. Ohh finally…
So by 2 pm, as I announced my friends, they came to my house to finish the Souvenirs and Invitation cards. Usually they want a pop-ice each person as a reward. But I forgot to give them what they want…hahahaha.
But the job had a work-jam, the gratitude card had ran out. We need exactly 200 pieces more.
So we were kinda jobless, so we turned on the TV. We watched “Take Me Out”, it was interesting because the first man was totally charming and the rest weren’t so good enough. Kinda not-so-good-looking rich-men… But there’s a rich oldman, not so old actually, he’s just 39 and he’s a widower. He got few children and he loves his children so much. He got one to be dating woman.
The show wasn’t a good enough show I think, but it’s entertaining. Can’t wait to see next episodes…

At night, we went to final basketball championship playing PKT versus LNG. I didn’t pay much attention because I think I went sleepy. And my head felt a terrible itching…ARGH, I know I haven’t shampoo my hair since last morning, but I never thought it would result this horrible itches. I think I’m gonna shampoo my hair tomorrow, I just can’t help.
WE HAVE NOTHING TO DO. But maybe tomorrow I will have a jog with fellows. Sweet… I’m taking my bed now… see ya!

Ah... one more, I'll promise to upload the pictures from Sangata right after i already get them from nael's cellphone. ahh.. he took all the sprites... and the pocary too! T_T

PS: I’ma ran out of prepaid-credits. So I might not reply your messages. Will someone pay for mehh…?

City Of Dust

Tuesday June 16th 8pm, when I was in nael’s house, he invited me to have a vacation in a different way. Ok, I agreed with his idea.

So by the Thursday, Nael, Enno and I went to the north, to a city located 65 kilometers far from our hometown. Named Sangatta, or Sengatta (but it rather be Sengatta). I understand now why is it named so, because the town is outrageously HOT. And full of dust.

Arlin and Dio were about going to join with us, but they had a cancellation!
Arlin doesn’t have permission from her father, whereas Dio had to be in his house because no one was there.

No matter what happened, three of us were still insist to go. By 10 am, when the sun started to being hot, we left the town through Lhoktuan(sman3). There were two ways to Sengatta, another way is the further road he said. I thought it was going to be quick to get there. But it wasn’t that quick. It took about 2 hours with average speed at 65 KPH. It would have been faster, IF the road is well-constructed. Ugh, the road is such a meteor-field! Like that was used to be a battlefield whereupon the meteor was rapidly hitting the aforementioned road.

It’s a total damaged road! The local government should have been re-maintained the road. What? they don’t have enough charges?

Ugh, I was riding my CS and enno was with me at first. The road was not only damaged, but also was so dusty. Sands, pebbles, damaged asphalts are everywhere! It was hard to pass through that way, so that we could never be SLOWER. Whenever there’s a better way, we exceeded the speed limits. But not that long, the damaged road would surely be appeared soon after that, and we decreased our speed.

We were hoping to get there in another minute, but it wasn’t that quick. It took exactly two hours, because when I get there I checked out the time and it was 12 pm!

Ok, we had arrived. Sweet Niblet! We went directly to Dofiel’s house. We greeted by a can of sprite. But I didn’t drink that, because it was too chilled. So I kept it at nael’s bag. Dofiel brought us to the good looking place. First we went to a gas station, and then went to KPC area. The town doesn’t have many differences with Bontang, only three things should be noticed.

1. The town was full of dust (we eventually knew where those dusts come from)
2. Heavy trucks are everywhere (we eventually knew what they for)
3. The town was awefully HOT (it was right what Japanese Sensei told to us Sangatta wa atsui machi)

In a KPC area, the road was terrific. A lot better than the road we had at the way Bontang-Sangatta! It is well-asphalted. And we absolutely exceeded the speed limit. No worry, it is totally legal, even we MUST. There’s a sign like this in the road

“what is this place??? this place is so weird!”

And still, the heavy trucks dominate the road. Dofiel said, they transport coal from the coal mining to,,, maybe the factory. The housing in there is totally awesome. So green and well-organized!
We arrived at the aquatic beach. It was good, natural, and probably clean. We spent one hour in there. And we can see a scenery of mangroves, and a conveyor. a very LONG conveyor, which transport coal from factory to the ship to be ready for shipping... If you want to swim, please see the warning sign of crocodiles, jellyfish, pari fish, and poisonus fish which i don't know their name exactly.

Then we went to the PIT J, where you can see the coal mining drilling a huge hole. They make an excellent giant bowl with the black pattern. We saw tiny trucks, but dofiel said, it was 13 meters high. He even said that the tire’s thickness is wider than a saloon car in length.


It was good panorama after all.

We were starving, we went to padang restaurant then. We ate and it was all on dofiel. Thanks for him. The city is totally dusty! We can even hear a symphony of dust in the surface of a glass covered table. It makes painful sound. like "ngiiikkkk...krieeekk..or something"

Enno said she had to be home this dusk, even before the darkness fall. So at 3.30 pm, we went home. Oh my god, do we have to? Again????! No choice… enno was leaving within nael. And I realized that passing road with pebbles without any burden is more horrible. But it’s ok, I played the brake and clutch. I was even not sure that I could be home safely.

After one hours and 40 minutes, the Lhoktuan sign appeared. “ahh, good to be home…good to be home before evening…”
I arrived at home. My jacket was full of dust. I took a bath then, and I really be grateful that I safely got home. Yes remembering that the road was awefully damaged… and my fingers feel a pain. Too much braking and clutching!

AHH, not again! (at least for this time XD)

"oh i forgot my sprite! i left it at nael's bag. awts!!!!"

NB: KPC stand for Kaltim Prima Coal

LALALA ♫

I was staring at my blog when the phone rang. My sister picked it up, I didn’t eardrop at all because the music was out of loud. So my sister ran along and shouted at me “San! Internetnya sembilan ratus ribu!”. Oh my god, I was shocked and kept in silence. I kept my pointer freezing at a spot.
We kept staring each other. Blaming one to another. NOT GOOD! I felt really guilty. And either did she. I had no choice but breaking my piggy banks. Oh I’ve been saving coins since last year…
Then I started to count them with my sister, while watching gossip of cici paramida, and we’ve gotten two hundred and thirty thousand Rupiah. So far so good, she promises she will help with some of her saving. Good then.
So, apparently what we all have to do is just kept this as a secret between me and her. Don’t let my big brother knows about it. He won’t just shoot us, he will skin us alive! He had already warned me to change my internet connection last month, but I kinda ignored it. Shit… I am so damned!


Back to reality, me and my friends, which we’re all in the same boat (stuck at Bontang all along this holiday), went to nael’s house which is probably new. We shared each other. Especially GDT, she told us many stories about her ridiculous and hilarious experiences. We laughed a lot. And absolutely about the weird EA! We’re all agreed that she’s funny and absolutely crank. Totally! How come she becomes such as haphazard girl.
But that’s her, another special side of her (please tell me I’m not giving ‘er compliment).

Songs Of Sorrow

Huaa~ Holiday! No working-out, eating all the time, not doing anything, no bathing (i know some people will be shouting "gross! iyuhh~")whatever… resulting an acne and weight gain. Oh please don’t tell me.
Yeah, since it’s a day-off, I don’t do much thing. Yeah maybe I need a work-out. Maybe a jog, or a dance play, anything which will sweat me a lot. I am afraid of being FAT. But my friends seem to be non-believer that I could be fatter than I am now.

This is the SUCKEST holiday I’ve ever had. No friends, no money, busy with my sister’s wedding stuffs, missing someone, keep singing to that person, keep being emo, texting with the same person everyday(no offense), could I be more insane than this? I AM ABSOLUTELY GOING OUTTA MY MIND. Please entertain me fellas. Where are you guys?

About missing someone and singing slow songs, I’d prefer listen to the old songs which really hurt me every time I hear their delicate voice. They’re songs which really fit to my feeling these days. Let me check out my playlist first, see what we have here…

First: Leona Lewis – Bleeding Love. Oh my god, leona’s voice is absolutely terrific. She got me flying when I wear my headset and listen to hers.
I first heard this song when I went vacation to Surabaya exactly last year. And I really want to go to Surabaya again this time, but it seems impossible. I told you about the aforementioned excuses(why I couldn’t have a trip to Surabaya, please check former posts).
So this song, in addition to remind me of Surabaya, this song describes what I feel right now.

Part of this song that I like:

“…I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you…
…I keep bleeding, keep bleeding, keep bleeding love…
…I’ll be wearing these scars for everyone to see…”

Next Song: Blink 182 – I miss you. Oh it has been so long time this song hasn’t been played. When I heard it again, it is totally awesome!
Which thing really describes my feeling:

“…where are you? And I’m so sorry, I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always…
…don’t waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head… I miss you…”

Another song : Miley Cyrus – I miss you. Actually, this song describes about the little Smiley who misses her grandparent (who has passed away). But I’m not missing my grandparents right now, I am missing someone. I just take one part of this song, which you can take from its title. Haha…

“…I miss you, I miss your smile… and I still shed a tear, every once in a while…”.

But the underlined(no underline! should have known... so I changed it to the Bold) sentence is too much exaggerating I think. I am not that sorrow!

Song of Avril Lavigne – When you’re gone.
To the point, I take some part which are:

“…And the days feel like years when I’m alone…
…I’ve never felt this way before. Everything that I do, reminds me of you…and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor. And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do…”

Actually I don’t really like LP, beside I had told my friends that I won’t like LP, but there’s no harm to like one of their song, titled where’d you go. Furthermore, “where’d you go” was sung by only one of LP’s member, so they’re not completely an LP… me thinks.
Waa I just read the lyric (sorry, it’s a rap song. I couldn’t listen to it and write up here, so I kinda copied it ^^) and it’s really so MY FAMILY.

“I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,?"

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...”

I won’t describe anything… See me soon if you wonder.

AAIIGHT...

OH MY GOD.
God tell me I’m not having these all. And yeah I think I’m losing my skill! It’s just getting hard for me to combine words while I am not using English for few days. Oh, is it all because the TOEFL lesson I had last week?? I hope not!
Now I cannot differ how am I suppose to use adjectives, nouns, and verbs. It complicates me though. In spite I realized that I’m losing part of my skills, I am not gonna give up, yet! First of all, I think I should forget those TOEFL skills for a while, forgetting the official rules of grammar might ease me. I have to learn more and more. I should be more working hard… Cheer for me!

OK, although school has already ended up (for a month), but I think I miss the school time. I can’t wait until the school starts next month. Wherefore most of my fellows have gone with their vacation. Hope they’ll be back soon.

"Next month… Oh it’s gonna be so LONG"

I wish my friends are here, and of course they’re having great experiences overseas. I really want a vacation this time. But in fact, my dad doesn’t let me leave for the vacation I want. Instead my sister’s wedding is coming this July 5th, the economic of family is going down. I think we’re about going to be broke. I never expected this to be happened.


I don’t think I have something to share with y’all guys, because my life is being monotone. I do the same thing day by day.
But maybe NOT this weekend!! My uncle offered me to have a job in his Café as a waiter. Yes, he opens a summer vacancy for me… oh this is good idea I think. I should be leaving this Friday, maybe by bus and take 5 hours trip. I forget to tell you that the Café located hundred kilometers far from my town. It is in Balikpapan. I hope I’ll get a plane ticket so that I don’t have to have 5 hours long road-trip and take a better trip with plane within 35 minutes.
The Café that he told me is some kind of coffee Café, he made his own brand name: d’allium. It is located in Carribian Waterpark in Balikpapan. I’ve been there, it was all around great. You should try some menus and the smoothies, they’re good. And the teppanyaki tastes really good. And FYI, I’m not doing promoting-stuff or something, I’m just telling you the truth. But it’s a bit costly for a student class. Don’t forget to bring your number one money source: PARENTS.

Uh…This thing drive me to be more hungry.

Sorry sorry sorry XD

Pardon me. It was almost like two weeks I didn’t make any story about my recent activities. Because actually I had nothing to tell you guys. I keep most of them to myself, because it contains a bit privacy of my. Also, because I have TOEFL class these two weeks.

“Oh my god. Two weeks in this place and I’m going outta my mind”.

That TOEFL lesson just drove me crazy. It’s like friggin’ hard to compose words and combine them in sentences.

So, latest activity I had was seeing my dad at hospital. Yes, he has to be in hospital for about 5 days, starting today. Inasmuch he got another heart attack when he was having hemodialisys this morning. But this time’s heart attack is not really terrible, so we don’t have to worry much about it. He has to be in ICCU room for about two days. Then the rest 3 days will be spent in a common treatment room. I hope he’ll be OK by then.
I might be often at the hospital this week.

This night, my family and I came to visit him. It was me, my sister, my brother, and my mom. My brother drove the car. Since ICCU room allows two persons only, we had a shifted visiting. It was my mom and my older brother came to see my dad first, then my brother came out so that my sister gone to the room where my dad lied down. And oh my god, my brother gave me a serious talk about my future. He told me how to chase my dreams and which major will be much fit to my personality. Yeah it was great. I liked it, though he has usually been sucks when he talks to me, but not at this time speech.
Then my sister came out, it was my turn to see my dad. I went in and had common talks. Wasn’t too important to discuss…
I didn’t talk much. I only ate his meal because it was really looked nice, though it was only an egg and an apple. Just because I was starving, I ate them all.
Good then my dad understood about my terrible-hungry, he asked me to buy a siomay for him, also for me.
Then we three, which are my sister my brother and me, went to koprasi and bought siomay for two also some breads to have anytime my dad is hungry.

I’ve never been so interest when I talk to my siblings, yes we usually talk about serious problems (not usually actually, we can say it like EVERYTIME) but this evening we talked about little-unimportant stuffs, just like and ordinary siblinghood-which I really expect all this time. I wish I can have it every time, in spite we always have a serious problems which need to be solved afterwards. But I wish there will be no more serious problems in my life.

TOTALLY AWESOME!

Hmm. I’ve told you that me and my classmates were planning to go somewhere this holiday. And our decision goes to Beras Basah. An island located miles away from Bontang. We had no choice but rent a boat. Fortunately, our friend from IPA 3 owns the boat, so we got some discount from him.

Other people from IPA 3 would like to join, who are dina and the gang. So at Friday night, we were all gathered in my house, planned this trip precisely. Three quarter of my class agreed to come to Beras Basah, but IPA 5 was about 10 to 12 people. Smaller amount…

So, the dealt were: Saturday morning, 9 am at mitha’s house, Rp.10.000,-/person, and so on. The rest of us were agreed with the dealt. We went home and got some sleep.

In the morning, IPA 3 couldn’t come join with us. It would sucks if IPA 5 had a cancellation too, because most of us had already prepared with the stuffs. So, IPA 3 didn’t go. It was just IPA 5 went to Beras Basah with the boat.

We rode a motorcycle to the Guntung, a place where the boat berth at port. Luki, a person from IPA 3, said the boat has the capacity of 50 people. But it was NOT that big in reality. It was no space left without IPA 3!

So, the boat’s machine started to roar. It was such a NOISE!! We couldn’t speak each other because of that stupid noise. But we were too happy that time, so we didn’t matter of that noise. We left the port at 10 am.
We loved the scenery of the mangrove trees. That scenery looked more like Amazon in south-America. It was really gorgeous! There were monkeys, birds, and CROCODILE! Oh men! I was so scared. Unfortunately, I didn’t see that gorgeous crocodile. Even though I’m scared of crocodile, I was wondered to see crocodiles. I hoped I could see crocodile when the trip home.

We were rotting in the boat. Oh my goodness, it was like HOURS in the boat, it took such a long time for the ISLAND to be appeared. And we started fed up with that stupid noise. Luckily, I brought my headset. I wore it all along the trip. It helps!
I’m so pity to hana, she sat right behind the smoke uptake. The boat was too sensitive for us to make any moves. So hana decided to stay at her position, and of course she breathes those black smokes. Poor hana…

After 2 hours trip with noisy boat, we arrived at the island. We were so glad, beside we arrived at the lovely white sand island, the boat stopped making some noise. It felt so strange at our ears. It’s like ‘ngiiiiiiiiing’ on our ears.
We stepped out of the boat, took the whole supplies, tent, and swimming tools.
We set the tent up. Tent was used as a private room to change our wet clothes after swimming.
The boat engineer said the boat couldn’t make another trip because some machines were broken. So he said he would seek for helps. We already realized that we were dumped-off in that island, but we weren’t worrying much about that because we still have foods, supplies and a lot of fun to be had.

Then we started to have fun with the island. Before that, we ate our breakfast. It was nasi pecel and nasi kuning as the main menu.
Because it was cloudy weather, some of us swum at the beach. And some other was fishing at the deeper sea.
After tired with the swimming, we decided to go around the island. We found starfish, shells, teripang, and many other cute creatures.

We were in that island for about four and a half hours. We were absolutely tired and wanted to go home. But the boat still couldn’t work. We were starving too! Supplies had already running out. We were totally realized that we were dumped-off in that island. Then we started to worry about that. Some of our parents worried about us and we didn't tell them that we were dumped-off in the middle of nowhere.

And at 4.30pm, the help came to the island. So, our boat was being pulled by the helping boat. It was really slow and absolutely took longer time than the departure trip. The engineer said it would take about 4 hours. So we would be approximately arrived at 8.30 pm.
We enjoyed the flow, and the night view from the SLOW boat. The PKT factory looked beautiful at night, and the sea looks like a tons of black ink.

I’ve said that I expected to see crocodiles at the trip home, but it was night and dark, I couldn’t see anything in the mangroves. But some of us saw the crocodiles. NOT FAIR!

Then something sparkling in the mangroves lights beyond the darkness. It was fireflies behind the mangroves. They were beautiful. They made an excellent Christmas tree in the mangrove. It was such a beautiful night.
Once we stepped on the port, IPA 3 people came to see us. Maybe it was their responsibility for offering us that boat. They brought food too. We were so glad we could come back to the land.
Then we said thank you and went home by riding our motorcycle. It was 9pm.

BUSY DAY

What?! Another busy-day? No way. I thought the end-of-semester exams have finally over. Yes, actually we were busy celebrating our freedom since we couldn’t do any-fun about a week ago. And yes, those stupid exams couldn’t be outta our mind. Now we’re free! So, it was EA who was shouting to all of classmates about this celebration, but she got no responses. Then USSY tried to speak up, but no one was listening to her. Finally Arlin desperately tried the same thing, and it got none. So, 5 of us including me, dea, ea, ussy and arlin went to nowhere we want. We were starving, so we decided to take some lunch in a “Branded Fast Food Restaurant”. We were so poor and we could only afford for a cheap one. Hahah It was just a small amount of lunch, but it was really satisfying. Then we went upstairs to the clothing department. We were just doing Window Shopping because we had no any I gusti Ngurah Rai. We got nothing but a lot of fun…

It was still 2.30 pm and we kinda liked to go somewhere. So we were figuring it out. And voila, we decided to go to SEKAMBING to see the view and scenery. It wasn’t too satisfying but we had a lot of talks. That was the fun thing. And,,, we played the music OUT LOUD and it was sounds like TAXI IJO from the outside. Oh men!

Then we would like to go to the beach. Remembering there’s no such any beautiful beaches around here, so we just went to a beach in the LHOKTUAN. The beach is right in front of the PKT Factory.




The beach wasn’t too great but I love the scenery and the green natures such as huge trees that we could build a shelter under those trees. We should have brought picnic stuffs and an UMBRELLA, because it was really HOT there.

We took lotta photos, some of them are uploaded in the dea’s facebook. Because most of them taken from her cellphone.


After lots of laugh and had a lot of photoshoots, we went home. It was a great tiring day. But I like it.




On the way home, I felt really sleepy. I slept-less last night. I was about going to sleep, but my dad called me. He wanted me to pick him up in the hospital. He was taking hemodialisis therapy while I’m away.

We still have about 2 month holiday. So this time, we’re figuring which destination we should and must be visited. CHAO~

Minded Mind!

Uuhh. Saturday. The day supposed to be the relaxing day. And those stupid daily activities supposed to outta my mind.
Chemistry is the only thing minded on my mind, all the time. I flunked chemistry, so I worried a lot about chemistry test this Monday. So, I and some of my friends went to aga’s house to study about it. But when I was there, I didn’t do anything useful but chattering about stuffs.
This night, dea asked me to study at another fellow’s house. But I didn’t seem too excited to learn, because of something. So I stayed at home and worried a lot about chemistry. Worrying is the only one thing I could do.
It’s ok, I still have Sunday and I won’t let this Sunday to be as relax as today.


Despite of being desperate of that stupid minded-chemistry, today I had some fun. I woke at 11.30 am then I went online to see some fellows. Then my sister came to my house, she took me out in case she was really needed a help to buy ceramics from the household shop, also to take my dad from the massage house. I really enjoyed driving a car.
From the massage house, my dad wanted to take some lunch. He took “Nasi padang” for it. But I didn’t eat because I already ate “Nasi Padang” too at house before my sister took me out.


After we studied chemistry this afternoon, we decided to go to meatball restaurant because we were really STARVING and CRAVING about meatball. It was such as satisfying!
Then I went home, was checking facebook(again). I got bored of it so I watched “WILCHILD”, a film of Emma Roberts that I really like. I watched it over again and again. I really like their conversation. I got lotta vocabs and slank. But some conversation couldn’t be heard clearly. So I googled for its script. And I got it! I would like to print it out, but it contains about 45 pages. And I’m kinda lazy of it and I know it is totally such as waste of paper.

In the evening, my family invited me to go to my brother’s house. He and his family are having a newborn baby. And it was a girl. But unfortunately, I couldn’t go with them for some reasons.
She was born last night right at 4 in the morning. I weren’t there because I was so sleepy so I went home. I was all alone and I called my friend. Too bad, he scared me a lot that night so hung up the phone.
I was regret because till now, I haven’t seen my little beautiful niece. I had a nephew already, and he’s so cute and fat. He’s still 2 years something.
My sister told me a story about his enviable about his new sister: he tried to attract people by being loner and messing with my sister-in-law’s stuffs. I bet he was so cute. Oh poor little nephew…


CHAO~

Here It Comes!

LOL
It’s been a week that I’ve created blog and do the blogging. It was a week ago too that I went to government office. Was registering for an ID card. So, my dad told me to go to the government office to take the printed ID card, right at 11.45 am. And hallo, this is Friday and I had to weekly pray at the near mosque. But my dad was really insisted me to go. So, accompanied by my sister, I went to the government office, with car. Last week it was my dad who drove me to the government office, but this time it was me did the drive. And hell yeah, the road is really small and I worried a lot that I would make another scratch, since I made a huge one month ago.


It was really HOT and I was in hurry, in case I had to be in mosque as soon as possible. Then we spotted out car in the side of the street. There was a ceremonial of Toraja people, maybe? So my car couldn’t go for another miles. I really had no choice so I walked to the government office while my sister was waiting inside the car. I thought the government office is next to the ceremonial area, but it isn’t. It was exactly like 200 meters.

But the time was still chasing me. So I had to run. I was wearing sloppy sandals. Those sloppy-stupid sandals couldn’t be used for run. Actually I had casual sandals, but I left it at home. It’s all because of my sister who told me that if I am about going to the governmental offices, I am not allowed to use casual sandals. It’s like, using sandals to government office is forbidden. Stuff like that.. Got it?

Back to the circumstances I had. I couldn’t help using those sloppy sandals, so I put off my sandals and ran toward the government office. It was really HOT sunlight and also, it was really HOT to be walking through asphalt without any covering under my feet. It was so pathetic to be me.

I know I am really afraid of dog, but suddenly there two dogs came from the end-of-the street. I stopped my step and walked in a normal speed. I walked slower and slower. I kept praying and tried to be cool.haha! And thank godness nothing happened. Those 2 dogs just passed me by. Beside I’m afraid of its barks, I’m afraid of virus or bacteria that would get into my blood if it injects me with its canine.

Finally I arrived at government office. It didn’t take a long time to take the ID card. He just gave me my and my dad’s ID card then. And oh my god! I look so terrible on my ID card. I hope no one would find it out XD.

I walked back to the car, and yes I ran again. I saw my sister inside the car from a far. She looked like she was having HOT air inside the car. She was desperately waiting with the door opened.
I got into the car then I turned over the car, and got back home. Once I’ve got home, I ran to the mosque as fast as I can. T’was really really HOT day. Could I be more black??? Oh men!

At 3 pm this hot Friday, me and my sister went to some places for certain importance. First we went to the one’s bank. It wasn’t too long, so I’d prefer to wait inside the car. But at the second bank, stupidly I’d prefer to wait inside the car again, and it was really took a long time. I got BURNT inside the car. So, I tried to entertain myself all the way. I took some photoshots of mine. In the end, I got tired and slept in the middle seat,, alone. HOW MEAN SHE WAS?????!!!


SUMATIF?
About today’s exam, I don’t want to talk much about that. I hate that history exam’s kind of matters. The direction complicates me!
I was afraid of RAZIA thing that would be happened while we’re having the test. But it didn’t happen! Haha. I was afraid that my hair would be cut because it is already long. So I tricked on it. I used hair mousse till my hair looked more like SUPERMAN. Haha. I looked weirdo!


SUFFERING NIGHT?
About last night things, I suffocated!!!!! I was outta oxygen! Help me. I thought I could sleep better than when I had a FLU. But I was wrong. This cough suffered me more than FLU did. I was really suffocating and I couldn’t sleep. And finally I fell asleep, only for 2 hours!!! Now I’m still awaken and yet not sleeping.

At 11 pm, I watched cookies sinetron. It was really nice, till I couldn’t study well. And then I got bored and took my SLR on my room. I was messing with my dad’s bandit outfits. There was cowboy hat and googles! And I took some shots and uploaded them in facebook. It was surprising my friends. Hahaha. I thought it would be nice. haha. I’m too narcissism.

Terrible Cold

Yes. It’s been a while I didn’t write about my recent activities or recent thing that happened to me. Since this ill suffocate me, I couldn’t even sleep well. So, today is a day off. I spent half of this day by just sleeping at my own room. Then I woke and checked my facebook(as always).

Back to reality, I’m still having end-of-semester exams, so I have to study, again. Tomorrow’s exam is religion, I know that I’m not good at it, so me and my friends did the study together. We learned and talked a lot, they were complaining about my blog. That I always write about my daily life, it’s all about me. They asked me for adding them to my blog. Silly fellas. Haha.

And also history, it’s all about memorizing, no calculating at all. But after I have Saturday and Sunday day off, there will be chemistry waiting for us. Dea was worrying a lot about that subject. She’s such a desperate in that subject. So we’re planning to study at aga’s house. We all know that he’s really expert on chemistry (actually, on every subject, he mastered all subject XD).


Last evening, was a terrible night ever. I had flu, and it was raining harshly, because of that my house is being repaired, it became a tiny flood in my kitchen. Oh men, we were so helpless that all of us infected by the FLU virus. Luckily I had been forced by my brother to see doctor. It was me, my brother, sister-in-law and their son inside the car. After I got my medicines (oh men, they really scare me), I walked to the hemodialisa room to see my dad. He had has been 5 hours in that room, then all of us went home together.
About those medicines, I didn’t even eat a pill. I’m afraid of antibiotic since I’ve learned about immunity system last biology exam. I only drink effervescent. I hope it helps a lot. And thank goodness the flu has reduced. But I have terrible cough now. It’s ok. At least I can sleep better than last night. It was really disgusting that green mucous comes through my throat all the time. And I do sound strange, that what’s my friends said.

Tomorrow is Friday and I’m going to make my blog in a different way. I’ll use pictures on it.
Oops. It’s 8 pm and I still haven’t learn anything neither religion nor history. C ya tomorrow.!

DIZZY

Can anybody tell him about the thing that mostly called CALCULATOR? The thing was invented to calculate complex digits like those on physics exam sheets? IT WOULD HAVE BEEN REALLY HELPFUL.
It took so long time to finish those 40 matters. We were only had 120 minutes. That duration is pretty, or even more than enough to finish the whole matters ONLY if we were allowed to use calculator.

I brought dos of tissue. I had no choice, I’m having cold. This ill was really interfering with my doing on physics. I used tissues lot of times. It was once helpful, until I finally out of tissues. I sucked a lot of snot from my stuffy nose. It was disgusting and I wish no one was interrupted with my ill. Heheh.
Not only worrying about other guys near me that might have been interrupted but also I couldn’t focus on calculating physics because this FLU suffered me all the time.
Then time up. I couldn’t do anything but randomly filled the blank number. And voila, I went out of the room, and with other classmates was shouting and screaming why wouldn’t he let us to use a calculating tool.

DAMN. While I was writing these all, I suddenly got a painful dizzy inside my head! Ugh. Then I took some rest. But I couldn’t fall asleep. This ill is too vicious, I can’t even stand for some minutes. Help me.
I’ll continue later.